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But because of all the scars and nerve damage she/he feels nothing. Unfortunately the result is sepsis and another 7 months of catheters and more surgery

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My compassion went out the door when I did the math on 17 days in the hospital! And endless hours of physical therapy and on and on! It’s outrageous!

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Dec 13, 2022Liked by Exulansic

Someone I knew lost sensation in his hand and only realised he’d left a soldering iron on it when he smelled burning flesh.

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It's so dangerous!!!!

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Dec 13, 2022Liked by Exulansic

Don’t hold yourself back. Be terrified. Elect for surgery with unknown consequences. Endure horrific pain. After all, you could get run over by a bus tomorrow.

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🎶 🎵 Always look at the Bright side of Life 🎶 🎵

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why does this sound like a post from the welcome to nightvale Facebook page lol

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Dec 13, 2022Liked by Exulansic

This woman is distort at what she and the medical establishment has done.

"I don't regret it... not one bit"

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Hey, she didn't even say the terrible suffering is "worth it" -- no, she said she would never take it back because she has learned so much and is now so humble. Hmmm. Her arm "healed really, really well"...but it looks like the arm was a victim of medieval torture, and it has NO FEELING now. The Mengele Doctor Club has these poor people right where they want them; horrible experimental surgery goes wrong, schedule another one; which goes wrong, schedule another one....meanwhile these surgery victims are in terrible pain and discomfort, so of course they keep having surgeries to get better. "It's worth it, it really is worth it!!" This is such an evil ideology/religion/medical scam.

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Dec 13, 2022Liked by Exulansic

It's so sad that she can't even let herself feel any regret.

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Maybe they removed those nerve endings at the same time as the ones in her arm. :(

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They would if they could.

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Because wouldn't that be a kind of apostasy from the church of trans?

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Yes, the beginning of the end...

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Just when I thought my well of compassion had run dry, this. The poor, deluded girl. She must have been such a cute little Butch.

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This is another example of someone showing "before" pictures - in this case, saying "look how angry I was" - usually it's sad/depressed - and then showing pictures of a seemingly happy young woman in typical poses and situations. You can tell when someone looks awkward or uncomfortable in a photo - she only strikes me that way, and only a little bit, in one of the photos she displayed. I mean, maybe you were an Oscar-worthy actress, but the whole point of showing before/after shots is to show an improvement. Most of these examples are either flat, or actually appear that they're less happy in the "after."

Also...she looks like a long-ago ex of mine who happens to be transitioning right now. This is likely what she might have looked like if she started the process at 22 instead of 52...as a cute little butch. And that ex did the same thing recently - posted an old photo saying, look at me being a sad young woman, but I was like, "I remember her...she was hot. And very definitely a lesbian." (in my head, I did not write that in response on her post).

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By the end, I found this one incredibly sad. You can see she has realized how terrible this all is, but she cannot say anything negative about the surgeries. A true believer. Will she live long enough to finally be honest about this tragedy?

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I think it will take years. How can anyone be so naïve????

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She must feel too vulnerable to be honest, at this point. She must know she’d lose all social support from the two-faced ☂ Cult, and her butcher-doctors might refuse to do any more surgeries on her, leaving her in the condition she’s in. Even more horrifying is, as Exulansic says, the Trans Train only goes one way. They’ll give you millions of dollars of experimental surgeries for virtually no expense to you, but if you decide to “go back”, insurance typically won’t cover it and reconstructive procedures are entirely out of pocket. What if she couldn’t get anyone to remove the splayed-open “hot dog bun” even if she tried? She may very well be totally trapped--and knows it.

Destransitioner Prisha’s experience: “All of the love bombing that I was getting completely stopped and turned into hate. It’s scary because they told me they’d be there forever, and that’s why it was okay to cut off my family. Like they told me you know anyone who doesn’t affirm you and agree with you would rather you be dead than trans, and like as soon as I found out it was a lie and not for me, they just completely turned on me.” https://youtu.be/CFaAW0z50iQ

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Well said! I can't even imagine the emotional pain of going against everything you've invested your life into for years, had your body remade, only to discover if you express doubt and fear your former support group will turn on you viciously. That on top of the botched surgeries -- I can understand why they don't want to speak out. It's all so sad.

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Dec 13, 2022Liked by Exulansic

Wow, this girl really is a true, devout believer. If anyone deserves to meet gender Jesus, it's her.

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Who violated her physical boundaries when she was a child?

Who / what made her feel unsafe in her female body?

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Really, the question is who doesn't have a complication with phalloplasty???? This should be outlawed.

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I lost it when you said it's like trading your birthright for a bowl of soup- and it's not even good soup! I had to replay it while laughing in all absurdity

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Sad that a perfectly healthy girl decided to mutilate herself and its turned into an absolute nightmare. The grimaced face, the catheter, the wounds, the infections, why why why?

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Quack surgery has a history. Gustave Flaubert wrote about it, I should go back and research that historiography

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The laughter gets me through the witnessing of this horror show. Patients are so obviously being abused for profit it just sickens me. 🤬 Thanks for highlighting another sobering example of dissociation.

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She made a deal with the devil. She wanted to stand to pee, but didn't specify more than once.

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If they ever make another Twilight Zone TV series, this has to be the plot of one episode.

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Be careful what you wish for. Many tales come to mind...especially the beautiful young woman who wished for eternal life but forgot to wish for eternal beauty. Deal with the Devil, indeed. Whoopsie.

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Big whoopsie 🤣🤣🤣

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The myth of Tithonus says he gets gifted with eternal life but he still ages until he turns into a cicada (or a grasshopper in some versions).

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I'll have to look that one up!

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🤣🤣🤣

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