This young woman believes she'll "get fit" from T. Clearly not, from the look here. What if she took a walking cure? Jazz looks terrible, morbidly obese. He is just not connected mind and body. He's an acolyte to a religion.
I came out in the mid 80s, which was a time where we (gays and lesbians) were fighting to just not be discriminated against in hiring and housing, and the thought of getting legally married wasn't even on the radar. I remember one of the major news stories was the Sharon Kowalski case - she was a lesbian who became disabled, and her estranged family swooped in and shut out her partner completely from making any medical decisions because the partner had no legal standing, even though the women had been together for ages and the birth family basically didn't know her at all. And then of course there was the AIDS crisis where gay men were being disowned by their birth families and the gay community rallied around. The idea of "chosen family" was conceived because birth families had rejected so many people and no one was helping us except ourselves. And yes, those chosen families became a replacement for the closeness and nurturing and stability that biological families had withdrawn.
I really don't think at that time that the underlying intent was to isolate anyone or was meant to be nefarious in any way - however, I can see how its use currently is yet another co-opting of early gay community culture by TRAs. We do know that the cult does intentionally try to draw vulnerable people into it and to reject their bio family, so I'd agree that "chosen family" now sounds (and likely is) a lot more sinister than it once was.
You asked what's the deal with Noah's Mom's cheeks? I have watched some videos made by plastic surgeons on YouTube and recently 2025 they are talking about how fillers they injected to plump up wrinkles or add fullness to the labial folds near the nose and mouth as well as added to cheeks has remained in the face - apparently it did not dissipate out of the body as previously thought. In some cases, you can get "pillow face" when too much filler is used. It is kind of a bummer, because as a 59 year old woman, I would love to have the wrinkle free face and neck I had in my 20s, but that is unrealistic, and physiology has a tendency to make the quick fix come with permanent complications. Tikyra Angelique
Funny - not in a ha ha way- how Neasa and Noah never ended up together. She Neasa - is Dr Gallaghers sister. “Noah”? She was Dr Gallagher’s patient. No conflict of interest there.
Is there a place where we can find all of the Jazz's Waking Nightmare videos in the series' chronological order? This is my favorite of your works ("favorite" sounds so weird in this tragic, f'ed up context, but you get what I mean)
It's definitely my most popular/well known series. I have them arranged on Twitter and Odysee in playlists. I've been meaning to organize them in a post into playlists here so there is a list of links people can click through but have not done it yet. Twitter has it broken down by season. It's in the super mega thread. Here is a link: https://x.com/TTExulansic/status/1830423834752901162
Im so sad that this destruction of children ɓy mengele doctors and their pandering by the transhausen parents is still going on. Jaron looks so sad and mad, obese and angry. This must be stopped asap
Yes, they’re doing the equivalent of dog breeding to make him and children like him into profitable commodities. Just like what happened to the real life “Beauty and the Beast,” when an evil queen “bred” them together to create little beastling children and sell them as pets to rich nobles.
noah’s mom is so sad to look at :( she is clearly sick as a dog. i’m sorry she had to be trotted around a TV set like a show pony. she probably needed the money.
Your insight into this phenomenon is breathtaking. I’m not trying to kiss your ass. I just watched you and Mia Hughes with Peter B. I’ll never be able to debate this subject in the way that you can. Certainly not with the heavy hitters. Because I’ve done nothing except read, listen to and watch people I value and respect like You, Mr. Menno, the above mentioned and more. Melanie Phillips I love. I feel more confident. I'm old.72. It’s been so lonely being rejected by the women I thought were my friends. I think you are very dear and adorable.
C M: I watched that epistemology episode too. Wasn't Ex strong?! She really has no peers. Finally I got to hear someone say exactly what I know is true: Exulansic's "insight into this phenomenon is breathtaking". She keeps everything she has ever learned, and can remember it all precisely. She is intimidating, but doesn't try to be, as she is gracious and modest. She is so compassionate! I will have to reference the folks you mentioned in your comment. I just started learning through the computer last year (I am 74 now), and I started, right at the very top, with Exulansic. It has been utterly wonderful. She IS dear and adorable, and I say darling too. We can, you know, as we are old enough to be her grandparents.
I’m Christine. She was amazing. I was beaming like she was my granddaughter!! She’s a force. What a gal!! I haven’t been following for all that long. I can’t remember. Maybe a year or so. She’s coming into her best self. It’s beautiful to watch. She’s the best friend any confused kid or someone wanting to de-transition will ever have. She has actual compassion. That, mixed with her snarky, funny deadpan is as rare as a blue diamond.
I used to love 60 Min. No one was allowed to talk between 7-8 Sun night. Now that they have lost all credibility, I watch America this Week with Walter Kirn and Matt Taibbi at Racket News Mondays 8-10pm. I adore Walter. He’s my imaginary boyfriend. Women i love are, Nina Paley, Lionel Shriver, Abigal Shrier and many more. I’m a wind bag. Sorry. I do go on
Howdy Christine. I am Kristine. I am also a self-professed wind bag. I like Matt Taibbi too. He's charming, and has a sweet smile. Glad to hear you've hooked up with Walter Kirn; he's America's Everyman. I'm sure you make a nice couple! Yes on Shrier, and the others I'll check out. Helen Joyce, Konstantin Kisin, Jordan Peterson, Douglas (Almighty) Murray. And so many others. I feel like I am finally getting that college education I walked away from in 1969, and for free! But most of all my love is for Exulansic. She is incomparable. Have you seen her short dance videos? I've seen them several times; she is so mysterious! The "I Want To Dance With My Hands" (2024?) video, where she is all in black, is so witty, right from the first beat, and it's too short. The other one I've seen (Merry Terfmas, 2023?) is where she is dancing in a pretty brown plaid skirt. Both are in snow! You've probably seen 'em already.
Thank you for your welcome reply. When I watched Ex speaking in the PB epistemology post, I fist-bumped the air, twice, and burst out with an old school "Yess!" Don't be sorry, and do 'go on'. I like how you talk. But, I am still not familiar with proper protocols for public speaking, like this. I never learned that. By all means, correct me if I go wrong.
This is a breath of fresh air. Walter’s a little young for me and the married thing. Douglas Murray that dear man imo is the most brilliant voice in the media. Almighty indeed. I haven’t seen any of Ex’s dance videos and now i must. I graduated from Immaculate Conception in Cambridge Mass in 68. The first day of high school the Black kids were having a sit in on the front steps of Camb High and Latin. I walked back to Harvard Sq. bought my first cup of coffee in the Waldorf Cafe and was off and running. At the time there was zero security at Harvard University and my father despised them. He said, those sons of bitches at harvard don’t pay a nickel in taxes. I felt totally entitled to help myself to their: swimming pool, senior and junior commons room at Adams House, the Widner, the museams were my playground. My sister hid in a Marget Mead dugout canoe and jumped out at me. All the museams were free. Every day the Harvard Sq theater played two different movies. Marx bro day, fellini day. It wasn’t until the last couple years that I completely regret dropping out of school. I fantasize about being on a debate team. I’m sure you know who Winston Marshall is. You may have seen the debate on Democracy he had at the Oxford Student Union with Nancy Pelosi. If not, it’s well worth watching. Nancy must have thought it was going to be the bag job. She thought she was as Harvard. She was livid. It’s a beautiful thing to see. I know this sound like a lame excuse for the zillion typos but i[m using Microsoft because my 'Google Chrome has a nightmare pop-up virus and this doesn’t have spell check which for some people is a blessing.
Christine! Ah, Massachusetts. My favorite state. Before I die I will make one more pilgrimage to Provincetown and the cape dunes.
You and I have had similar early lives; obviously we were separated at birth and raised by wolves in parallel universes. That, or we are artifacts of our 1970's young womanhood. My museum of refuge (and good lunches) was the Wadsworth Atheneum.
I'm glad you mentioned Winston Marshall. I didn't recognize the name so I looked him up. I have actually seen a few of his podcasts, and I like them. I hadn't remembered his name. But I am not political, and hadn't seen the Pelosi one.
I have just finished my day's work, and am going straight to all the new posts Ex put up today! Tell me what you think on these issues. If you have time.
That woman who asked the hormone question was a ringer. No doubt. These Munchausen monster mommies are sick people. They derive as much gratification as the women who intentionally make their children ill for attention. Thank you for bringing us the truth.
The country needs an Exulansic book now more than ever. It may seem like the Church of Trans is less of an issue now than in 2018 because it’s not trending in headlines — but in fact, it is because it is becoming “normal” to be trans. The silence we hear is that of ignorance, apathy, and dissociation!
This young woman believes she'll "get fit" from T. Clearly not, from the look here. What if she took a walking cure? Jazz looks terrible, morbidly obese. He is just not connected mind and body. He's an acolyte to a religion.
I came out in the mid 80s, which was a time where we (gays and lesbians) were fighting to just not be discriminated against in hiring and housing, and the thought of getting legally married wasn't even on the radar. I remember one of the major news stories was the Sharon Kowalski case - she was a lesbian who became disabled, and her estranged family swooped in and shut out her partner completely from making any medical decisions because the partner had no legal standing, even though the women had been together for ages and the birth family basically didn't know her at all. And then of course there was the AIDS crisis where gay men were being disowned by their birth families and the gay community rallied around. The idea of "chosen family" was conceived because birth families had rejected so many people and no one was helping us except ourselves. And yes, those chosen families became a replacement for the closeness and nurturing and stability that biological families had withdrawn.
I really don't think at that time that the underlying intent was to isolate anyone or was meant to be nefarious in any way - however, I can see how its use currently is yet another co-opting of early gay community culture by TRAs. We do know that the cult does intentionally try to draw vulnerable people into it and to reject their bio family, so I'd agree that "chosen family" now sounds (and likely is) a lot more sinister than it once was.
What is the deal with Noah's Mom's cheeks
She looks to have a chemo port in her chest and is possibly on steroids if she is having cancer treatment. That would cause the facial swelling.
Thank you for explaining
Yea it looks like either steroid cheeks or bone cancer in her jaw.
You asked what's the deal with Noah's Mom's cheeks? I have watched some videos made by plastic surgeons on YouTube and recently 2025 they are talking about how fillers they injected to plump up wrinkles or add fullness to the labial folds near the nose and mouth as well as added to cheeks has remained in the face - apparently it did not dissipate out of the body as previously thought. In some cases, you can get "pillow face" when too much filler is used. It is kind of a bummer, because as a 59 year old woman, I would love to have the wrinkle free face and neck I had in my 20s, but that is unrealistic, and physiology has a tendency to make the quick fix come with permanent complications. Tikyra Angelique
Thank you so much for the reply. So tragic.
Oh my god!!! Her chest looks like a nightmare
Im so squeemesh, this is so hard to watch!!
This is so evil
Funny - not in a ha ha way- how Neasa and Noah never ended up together. She Neasa - is Dr Gallaghers sister. “Noah”? She was Dr Gallagher’s patient. No conflict of interest there.
Is there a place where we can find all of the Jazz's Waking Nightmare videos in the series' chronological order? This is my favorite of your works ("favorite" sounds so weird in this tragic, f'ed up context, but you get what I mean)
It's definitely my most popular/well known series. I have them arranged on Twitter and Odysee in playlists. I've been meaning to organize them in a post into playlists here so there is a list of links people can click through but have not done it yet. Twitter has it broken down by season. It's in the super mega thread. Here is a link: https://x.com/TTExulansic/status/1830423834752901162
Im so sad that this destruction of children ɓy mengele doctors and their pandering by the transhausen parents is still going on. Jaron looks so sad and mad, obese and angry. This must be stopped asap
Yes, they’re doing the equivalent of dog breeding to make him and children like him into profitable commodities. Just like what happened to the real life “Beauty and the Beast,” when an evil queen “bred” them together to create little beastling children and sell them as pets to rich nobles.
https://open.substack.com/pub/historyofwomen/p/the-young-girl-who-married-a-monster?r=3bqho&utm_medium=ios
noah’s mom is so sad to look at :( she is clearly sick as a dog. i’m sorry she had to be trotted around a TV set like a show pony. she probably needed the money.
trans men name themselves after the sons they’ll never have, trans women name themselves after the women they’ll never get.
Your insight into this phenomenon is breathtaking. I’m not trying to kiss your ass. I just watched you and Mia Hughes with Peter B. I’ll never be able to debate this subject in the way that you can. Certainly not with the heavy hitters. Because I’ve done nothing except read, listen to and watch people I value and respect like You, Mr. Menno, the above mentioned and more. Melanie Phillips I love. I feel more confident. I'm old.72. It’s been so lonely being rejected by the women I thought were my friends. I think you are very dear and adorable.
C M: I watched that epistemology episode too. Wasn't Ex strong?! She really has no peers. Finally I got to hear someone say exactly what I know is true: Exulansic's "insight into this phenomenon is breathtaking". She keeps everything she has ever learned, and can remember it all precisely. She is intimidating, but doesn't try to be, as she is gracious and modest. She is so compassionate! I will have to reference the folks you mentioned in your comment. I just started learning through the computer last year (I am 74 now), and I started, right at the very top, with Exulansic. It has been utterly wonderful. She IS dear and adorable, and I say darling too. We can, you know, as we are old enough to be her grandparents.
I’m Christine. She was amazing. I was beaming like she was my granddaughter!! She’s a force. What a gal!! I haven’t been following for all that long. I can’t remember. Maybe a year or so. She’s coming into her best self. It’s beautiful to watch. She’s the best friend any confused kid or someone wanting to de-transition will ever have. She has actual compassion. That, mixed with her snarky, funny deadpan is as rare as a blue diamond.
I used to love 60 Min. No one was allowed to talk between 7-8 Sun night. Now that they have lost all credibility, I watch America this Week with Walter Kirn and Matt Taibbi at Racket News Mondays 8-10pm. I adore Walter. He’s my imaginary boyfriend. Women i love are, Nina Paley, Lionel Shriver, Abigal Shrier and many more. I’m a wind bag. Sorry. I do go on
Howdy Christine. I am Kristine. I am also a self-professed wind bag. I like Matt Taibbi too. He's charming, and has a sweet smile. Glad to hear you've hooked up with Walter Kirn; he's America's Everyman. I'm sure you make a nice couple! Yes on Shrier, and the others I'll check out. Helen Joyce, Konstantin Kisin, Jordan Peterson, Douglas (Almighty) Murray. And so many others. I feel like I am finally getting that college education I walked away from in 1969, and for free! But most of all my love is for Exulansic. She is incomparable. Have you seen her short dance videos? I've seen them several times; she is so mysterious! The "I Want To Dance With My Hands" (2024?) video, where she is all in black, is so witty, right from the first beat, and it's too short. The other one I've seen (Merry Terfmas, 2023?) is where she is dancing in a pretty brown plaid skirt. Both are in snow! You've probably seen 'em already.
Thank you for your welcome reply. When I watched Ex speaking in the PB epistemology post, I fist-bumped the air, twice, and burst out with an old school "Yess!" Don't be sorry, and do 'go on'. I like how you talk. But, I am still not familiar with proper protocols for public speaking, like this. I never learned that. By all means, correct me if I go wrong.
This is a breath of fresh air. Walter’s a little young for me and the married thing. Douglas Murray that dear man imo is the most brilliant voice in the media. Almighty indeed. I haven’t seen any of Ex’s dance videos and now i must. I graduated from Immaculate Conception in Cambridge Mass in 68. The first day of high school the Black kids were having a sit in on the front steps of Camb High and Latin. I walked back to Harvard Sq. bought my first cup of coffee in the Waldorf Cafe and was off and running. At the time there was zero security at Harvard University and my father despised them. He said, those sons of bitches at harvard don’t pay a nickel in taxes. I felt totally entitled to help myself to their: swimming pool, senior and junior commons room at Adams House, the Widner, the museams were my playground. My sister hid in a Marget Mead dugout canoe and jumped out at me. All the museams were free. Every day the Harvard Sq theater played two different movies. Marx bro day, fellini day. It wasn’t until the last couple years that I completely regret dropping out of school. I fantasize about being on a debate team. I’m sure you know who Winston Marshall is. You may have seen the debate on Democracy he had at the Oxford Student Union with Nancy Pelosi. If not, it’s well worth watching. Nancy must have thought it was going to be the bag job. She thought she was as Harvard. She was livid. It’s a beautiful thing to see. I know this sound like a lame excuse for the zillion typos but i[m using Microsoft because my 'Google Chrome has a nightmare pop-up virus and this doesn’t have spell check which for some people is a blessing.
Now I want to erase the entire message.
It was very nice to meet you.
Christine! Ah, Massachusetts. My favorite state. Before I die I will make one more pilgrimage to Provincetown and the cape dunes.
You and I have had similar early lives; obviously we were separated at birth and raised by wolves in parallel universes. That, or we are artifacts of our 1970's young womanhood. My museum of refuge (and good lunches) was the Wadsworth Atheneum.
I'm glad you mentioned Winston Marshall. I didn't recognize the name so I looked him up. I have actually seen a few of his podcasts, and I like them. I hadn't remembered his name. But I am not political, and hadn't seen the Pelosi one.
I have just finished my day's work, and am going straight to all the new posts Ex put up today! Tell me what you think on these issues. If you have time.
That woman who asked the hormone question was a ringer. No doubt. These Munchausen monster mommies are sick people. They derive as much gratification as the women who intentionally make their children ill for attention. Thank you for bringing us the truth.
The country needs an Exulansic book now more than ever. It may seem like the Church of Trans is less of an issue now than in 2018 because it’s not trending in headlines — but in fact, it is because it is becoming “normal” to be trans. The silence we hear is that of ignorance, apathy, and dissociation!
Greg still seems more normal than Janette, despite all his meh moments