Haven’t seen the finale video yet, but just wanted to quickly say how gorgeous your makeup has looked recently-- not that you ever needed any to begin with. But I did observe a change, and wanted to
make sure you noted that it was noticed, lol :)
But most importantly, Thank You for all the time you put into this content and creating this community. It’s nice to “watch” these shows with like-minded people
He had that creepy conversation with Sander in season 7 outdoors in the cafe. Before i remove the paywall I'm gonna go hunt it down. If someone finds it first you get bragging rights. I think it was in the second to last episode.
I think he lost it to that guy whose mom called him gay. There was an episode where jazz legitimately ran away (no camera crew) and didn’t tell his family where he was and he was with that guy
i felt sad when that happened. the boy was nice, his mother was mean and openly homophobic. does it seem as though people around Jazz' social milieu--his friends and their parents--see him as a boy, a gay boy? does it seem he may see himself as a gay boy some of the time, too?
i see a lot of badly done plastic surgery on older women in upper-middle areas of the bay area. i think it's just that a lot of people don't know it's not good work. don't know what a face should look like. i've thought about this a lot and i hope they don't know it looks bad, because that would just add distress.
I dare say, Bruce aint ever gonna look like Kim either ;)
I'm in the UK, our homegrown 'reality' stars don't earn anywhere near Kardashian money to access top Hollywood surgeons. But a quick 'work trip' to Dubai and they can afford a cut-price ass/boob job combo in Turkey!!
I’m convinced she’s going for 1960’s bubble cut Barbie. My mom had one from when she was younger when I was a kid and it was the first thing I thought of when I saw her.
After watching all of that, I really don’t think that Jazz has sexual feelings at all. And wasn’t that one of the major risks “Dr”Bowers said came with the use of puberty blockers?
Jazz reminds me of a male friend that barely dated in high school, then joined the army and dated gay men for about 6 years in our early 20s, and then finally settled down with a women he really loves and even had a child with. They are doing fantastic and if you met him now, you’d never guess what life he lived before (not that it matters, I’m just explaining the facts of his life.)
I can’t help but look at my friend and wonder, if they had left Jazz alone, would he have developed along a similar path?
But since they interrupted his puberty and then cut off his “fun toys”, it seems like he now doesn’t have the ability to enjoy sex, although he can feel some type of attraction, he has no way to act upon it naturally, so when it comes to physical stuff he recoils and doesn’t get “the tingles” like we (who developed naturally) do. Jazz almost seems repulsed by it...
...fuck I feel badly for this kid. I don’t know how to absorb these feelings because the more I watch, the more I understand why he is miserable. But what can he even do about it, now?? These surgeries are non-reversible! Just tragic, man. Tragic fucking story. I’m starting to feel like one of those people who is watching a horrific train wreck and just can’t look away... and it doesn’t feel good. Surely it’s not just me
I feel about the same way. Not nice to watch but I‘m still watching, somehow hoping there‘s some kind of progress for Jazz thaf helps him to deal w his situation& life…
Really heartbreaking to see him keep trying to engage in dating but keep coming up against the invisible wall of his lack of sexuality. This is true asexuality - having your sexual development stopped & your sexual organs removed. The best he could do is find someone who's had a similar experience and enjoy an affectionate but sex-less partnership
Watch Shapeshifter's posts. Very, very sad. But he was able to come to an understanding of what was done to him and the internalised homophobia he experienced growing up in a conservative country. Exulansic's work has helped him see the light .
Jazz too will come to understand that he was robbed of his manhood by* his awful mother.
The difference is that Shapeshifter did it as an adult; he went through uninterrupted male puberty & had experienced an adult sex life. He knows what he's lost. Jazz doesn't & will never be able to fully comprehend it
Not only that, but his family talks about sex constantly. Even in this episode, it's almost like they're rubbing it in his face that he'll never know what it's like.
Omg, the amount of navel gazing and avoidance is astounding. I'm sure there are crazies out there that may pose a threat to Jazz, but the biggest threat to him is his family and once he realizes that fact it won't be pretty. I'm sure the majority of people do not "hate" Jazz, they hate what was done to him under the guise of bs love and acceptance. If they perpetuate this lie that everyone else is the real problem then they never have to Realize that they are the bad guys. I wish I could hug Jazz and tell him I am so sorry he had and has to go through this. This didn't have to happen. This did not have to happen!
Very unfortunate that this episode is being covered in the same week that a 70 year old woman got repeatedly punched in the face and Posie almost got trampled to death. (Not to mention a school shooting) doesn’t really play in to the “most vulnerable in society” narrative does it?!
Very unfortunate that this episode is being covered in the same week that a 70 year old woman got repeatedly punched in the face and Posie almost got trampled to death. (Not to mention a school shooting) doesn’t really play in to the “most vulnerable in society” narrative does it?!
These kids are very invested in psychologically denying what has really been done to them as it must surely be devastating to have that realisation. Many will choose to live in denial. It will be years before Jazz wakes up, perhaps never, as he is so brainwashed.
I wonder if the rage shown by TRAs and their allies-for example at Kellie-Jay’s events- is sheer fear that the genie is going to come out of the bottle and the fraud will be exposed, when so many have gone down the route of no return.
I came here to say the same thing. I'm not buying that she's scared that Jazz is putting on a trans event. If anything, she loves it. She loves playing the concerned mother--she gets to be the center of attention and look like a good person.
No decent mother would exploit their child for reality tv clout. And I'm not referring to the fact that Jazz is trans. Jazz could've grown up without a camera shoved in Jazz's face during Jazz's most vulnerable moments.
Imagine what a goofy, sweet young man Jazz could've been.
Imagine learning about the real Jazz on this show. The kid smart enough, hardworking enough to get a spot in Harvard.
Imagine, what are his favorite subjects?
Imagine what an amazing athlete he could've been without being transed.
Imagine how different and healthy his relationships with his siblings and family could've been instead of the forced, highly inappropriate behavior and discussions about sex. (Ewww)
Haven’t seen the finale video yet, but just wanted to quickly say how gorgeous your makeup has looked recently-- not that you ever needed any to begin with. But I did observe a change, and wanted to
make sure you noted that it was noticed, lol :)
But most importantly, Thank You for all the time you put into this content and creating this community. It’s nice to “watch” these shows with like-minded people
Exulansic airways looks gorgeous. Something about the sartorial whimsy compared with the deadpan manner is very compelling!
I love that airline! Second only to the logic train.
Jokes aside, I agree, exulansic is a beautiful person.
They revealed that Jazz had lost his virginity??? I don't remember that
He had that creepy conversation with Sander in season 7 outdoors in the cafe. Before i remove the paywall I'm gonna go hunt it down. If someone finds it first you get bragging rights. I think it was in the second to last episode.
Gave it up for food when they locked the fridge is what I recall.
Hey Exulansic, I think I found it.
https://rumble.com/vrytlf-the-waking-nightmare-of-i-am-jazz-sander-is-super-straight.html
around 25 minute mark Jazz talks about having penetrative sex
Omg the flotation devices mr hope has in front are misshapen and odd but you would definitely know he's is a he
I think he lost it to that guy whose mom called him gay. There was an episode where jazz legitimately ran away (no camera crew) and didn’t tell his family where he was and he was with that guy
i felt sad when that happened. the boy was nice, his mother was mean and openly homophobic. does it seem as though people around Jazz' social milieu--his friends and their parents--see him as a boy, a gay boy? does it seem he may see himself as a gay boy some of the time, too?
Did Grandma Jackie get her facelift done in Whoville? This family love botched plastic surgery and exploiting children even more than Kris Jenner.
i see a lot of badly done plastic surgery on older women in upper-middle areas of the bay area. i think it's just that a lot of people don't know it's not good work. don't know what a face should look like. i've thought about this a lot and i hope they don't know it looks bad, because that would just add distress.
I dare say, Bruce aint ever gonna look like Kim either ;)
I'm in the UK, our homegrown 'reality' stars don't earn anywhere near Kardashian money to access top Hollywood surgeons. But a quick 'work trip' to Dubai and they can afford a cut-price ass/boob job combo in Turkey!!
She’s really cross-eyed isn’t she!
In this episode it seemed even more pronounced
YES! I’ve been thinking it forever and so is Jeanette!
I’ve always thought she resembles a Siamese cat. Very angular face and crossed eyes
That’s too kind! I love cats!🤣
I’m convinced she’s going for 1960’s bubble cut Barbie. My mom had one from when she was younger when I was a kid and it was the first thing I thought of when I saw her.
Yes, Exulansic, what is it with grandma and her totally weird eyes? She must have some kind of congenital "eye defect" (that mom inherited).
They chose the name 'Jennings' because they are wannabe Jenners.
That’s a thought!
Ah, it keeps glitching on my end! Thanks so much for posting, though
After watching all of that, I really don’t think that Jazz has sexual feelings at all. And wasn’t that one of the major risks “Dr”Bowers said came with the use of puberty blockers?
Jazz reminds me of a male friend that barely dated in high school, then joined the army and dated gay men for about 6 years in our early 20s, and then finally settled down with a women he really loves and even had a child with. They are doing fantastic and if you met him now, you’d never guess what life he lived before (not that it matters, I’m just explaining the facts of his life.)
I can’t help but look at my friend and wonder, if they had left Jazz alone, would he have developed along a similar path?
But since they interrupted his puberty and then cut off his “fun toys”, it seems like he now doesn’t have the ability to enjoy sex, although he can feel some type of attraction, he has no way to act upon it naturally, so when it comes to physical stuff he recoils and doesn’t get “the tingles” like we (who developed naturally) do. Jazz almost seems repulsed by it...
...fuck I feel badly for this kid. I don’t know how to absorb these feelings because the more I watch, the more I understand why he is miserable. But what can he even do about it, now?? These surgeries are non-reversible! Just tragic, man. Tragic fucking story. I’m starting to feel like one of those people who is watching a horrific train wreck and just can’t look away... and it doesn’t feel good. Surely it’s not just me
I would agree if they weren’t so damn nasty about it!
Should have watched the last half before commenting, lol. You hit the nail on the head. Damn, this is getting hard to watch. Smh.
It is so f*cking sad. Especially when he word vomits all of the bs he has been fed since he was a kid. This is not love and this is not acceptance.
I feel about the same way. Not nice to watch but I‘m still watching, somehow hoping there‘s some kind of progress for Jazz thaf helps him to deal w his situation& life…
Hey Ex, you look LOVELY but it's unimportant, lol..
Your voice and perspective is what makes you unbelievably attractive ;) xx
Your hard work is evident Ex, done thoughtfully, always frank, insightful with no messing about. All about tragedy.
Really heartbreaking to see him keep trying to engage in dating but keep coming up against the invisible wall of his lack of sexuality. This is true asexuality - having your sexual development stopped & your sexual organs removed. The best he could do is find someone who's had a similar experience and enjoy an affectionate but sex-less partnership
Watch Shapeshifter's posts. Very, very sad. But he was able to come to an understanding of what was done to him and the internalised homophobia he experienced growing up in a conservative country. Exulansic's work has helped him see the light .
Jazz too will come to understand that he was robbed of his manhood by* his awful mother.
The difference is that Shapeshifter did it as an adult; he went through uninterrupted male puberty & had experienced an adult sex life. He knows what he's lost. Jazz doesn't & will never be able to fully comprehend it
Not only that, but his family talks about sex constantly. Even in this episode, it's almost like they're rubbing it in his face that he'll never know what it's like.
This entire family is off. Mentally unwell, sick.
I thought it was really cruel the way they did that. That family is incredibly dysfunctional.
Omg, the amount of navel gazing and avoidance is astounding. I'm sure there are crazies out there that may pose a threat to Jazz, but the biggest threat to him is his family and once he realizes that fact it won't be pretty. I'm sure the majority of people do not "hate" Jazz, they hate what was done to him under the guise of bs love and acceptance. If they perpetuate this lie that everyone else is the real problem then they never have to Realize that they are the bad guys. I wish I could hug Jazz and tell him I am so sorry he had and has to go through this. This didn't have to happen. This did not have to happen!
100% agree!!
Very unfortunate that this episode is being covered in the same week that a 70 year old woman got repeatedly punched in the face and Posie almost got trampled to death. (Not to mention a school shooting) doesn’t really play in to the “most vulnerable in society” narrative does it?!
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Very unfortunate that this episode is being covered in the same week that a 70 year old woman got repeatedly punched in the face and Posie almost got trampled to death. (Not to mention a school shooting) doesn’t really play in to the “most vulnerable in society” narrative does it?!
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These kids are very invested in psychologically denying what has really been done to them as it must surely be devastating to have that realisation. Many will choose to live in denial. It will be years before Jazz wakes up, perhaps never, as he is so brainwashed.
I wonder if the rage shown by TRAs and their allies-for example at Kellie-Jay’s events- is sheer fear that the genie is going to come out of the bottle and the fraud will be exposed, when so many have gone down the route of no return.
By the way, thank you, Exulansic, for all that you do in exposing the genie (see comment below).
If Jeannette was so concerned about Jazz's safety, why put her own family on a reality TV show?
100%
I came here to say the same thing. I'm not buying that she's scared that Jazz is putting on a trans event. If anything, she loves it. She loves playing the concerned mother--she gets to be the center of attention and look like a good person.
No decent mother would exploit their child for reality tv clout. And I'm not referring to the fact that Jazz is trans. Jazz could've grown up without a camera shoved in Jazz's face during Jazz's most vulnerable moments.
Plus the money...
Imagine what a goofy, sweet young man Jazz could've been.
Imagine learning about the real Jazz on this show. The kid smart enough, hardworking enough to get a spot in Harvard.
Imagine, what are his favorite subjects?
Imagine what an amazing athlete he could've been without being transed.
Imagine how different and healthy his relationships with his siblings and family could've been instead of the forced, highly inappropriate behavior and discussions about sex. (Ewww)
It's so sad and infuriating.
I ducking love your work so much!